Today I'm not in a mood to work; I'm feeling moody and agitated. I dislike the fact that I am so competitive, that I am unable to separate feelings of anxiety that arise from school and all it's pressures from my daily life. I see my friends breeze through their preparations for exams and it irritates me. It confounds me; how can people simply memorise and retain information so swiftly? I hide out during these days leading to exams simply because ugly thoughts are being formed in my head and I don't like the person it turns me into.
God made me the way I am. I may not be the smartest cookie in the jar but I am a loving person, filled with compassion and enthusiasm about life. I am affable - something I am proud of. I have good thinking skills and am great at organisation. And above all, I love God and I am loved by God. That is my identity and that is what I'm going to stick to.
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